Mic drop moment.... you're not the same old Pete! Your <redacted> has left you because of your new beliefs, you're causing friction with friends and <redacted> because of your new beliefs, authorities dont believe your accusations and you've resigned from a perfectly stable and secure IT job due to beliefs which your boss thinks are insane. YOU are the one who's changed Pete, no one else - why cant you see this? You should really seek support of a Cognitive behavioural therapist who will be able to help with examining your beliefs more carefully, reducing your distress, improving your coping skills and a general more positive outlook in daily life... Give yourself some much needed TLC and block out all the noise before relationships get damaged even more...